November 15, 2007

I'll Hold You In Heaven Someday




Children are not suppose to die...Parents expect to see their children grow and mature. Ultimately, parents expect to die and leave their children behind...This is the natural course of life events, the life cycle continuing as it should be...not the other way around. Now I am left here to grive my Precious Child...Joshua Matthew.

From the very beginning I loved you, as I made plans to hold you and rock you. You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb...but something went wrong and soon you were gone. My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain. I'd never known such heartache and pain. I wonder who you look like, me or daddy. Do you have my smile and his eyes? Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small? We had dreams for you that reached the skies. Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven. I'll hold you in heaven someday, when my trials on earth pass away. The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you. I know you're waiting for me. I could never hold you or tell you "Goodbye," but I'll hold you in heaven someday. Until I can hold you in heaven, know that I will always love you, I will always miss you, and I will always keep you in my heart! Mommy loves you forever baby Joshua!

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